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Journal Post #12 – Reflections of a Submissive

On March 28, 2011 By Little Snowpaw

For months, Master has ordered me to write on the blog. The inspiration has been nonexistent and I have done everything that was possible to avoid writing. It has, until now, been impossible to find something to write about. Master has politely, but firmly, pointed out a few possible directions and topics, but nothing has [...]

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Journal Post #11 – Fear Overload

On March 4, 2011 By Stoltz Sinatra

It’s been quite some time since I’ve written a journal post and there is a good reason for that – We have been taking things very slowly.

One of the main reasons is that Snowpaw has had some bad experiences, before we met, during random encounters with “not so serious” Dominants, which basically ended with [...]

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Journal Post #10 – The Train Ride

On April 13, 2010 By Little Snowpaw

I feel a certain need to write about this past weekend.

We had a wonderful time visiting friends. We did have a great time but it wasn´t as good a trip as I had hoped for.  I´m not sure what I had expected really, but whatever it was I became my own obstacle. Nobody’s fault but my [...]

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Journal Post #9 – Control Freak Submissive

On April 8, 2010 By Little Snowpaw

I know I´m somewhat of a control freak. Being submissive, I´m supposed to let go of all control and let Master handle everything.

This weekend, Master and I are going to make a trip to visit some friends of ours. Loads of planning, things to keep track of and generally more to control.

My mind [...]

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Journal Post #8 – Long Time No Play

On April 4, 2010 By Little Snowpaw

It feels like it´s been ages since we had a session of any sort, but that not really true; we did have one a week ago.

It was the first play for quite a while. Holidays, work and different diseases has kept all kinds of play at a distance. Me, being who I am, get [...]

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Journal Post #7 – Fear is A Great Motivational Force Within BDSM

On March 31, 2010 By Stoltz Sinatra

I bounced back full force Sunday morning – I craved for Dominating Little after I had been sick for almost 3 weeks and I were convinced that she picked up on this as she was playfully provoking me for most of the time during the Sunday morning. My initial thought was “oh, so you want [...]

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Journal Entry #6 – When Germs Bite You in the Ass

On March 22, 2010 By Stoltz Sinatra

Urge is a funny thing sometimes.

I’ve had a bad virus for about 4 weeks now that is making me cough until I almost faint. Not a very enjoyable thing in the end and it has made me go out of sync. I can honestly say that I don’t feel very Dominant when I’m am [...]

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Journal Entry #5 – Keep Your Attention on the Cock

On February 12, 2010 By Stoltz Sinatra

Contextualizing is important, it’s a way to understand and relate to what you actually experienced. Little is in the middle of it right now and hasn’t really landed yet from my perspective.

Let me do a chronological recap first as this post jacks into the two prior posts that Little has written during the past [...]

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Journal Entry #4 – 10 Hours Later

On February 8, 2010 By Little Snowpaw

It has been a stressful day. Not even half the things on my list got done today. Rushing from place to place to get things I needed, buying this and that.

Time limits and deadlines can be a nuisance, with a head full of cotton, they make your life a living hell. At least they [...]

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Journal Entry #3 – The Success Of Failure

On February 4, 2010 By Little Snowpaw

What the *biiip* just happened??

I have been told to sit here and write, to clear my head.. But I´m not even sure where the *biiiiip* my head is at the moment. So just what  am I supposed to write? Should I write that I´m staring at the screen seeing nothing? Should I write that [...]

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Journal Entry #2 – My Right Foot

On January 31, 2010 By Little Snowpaw

Have you ever noticed how fascinating a foot can be??

I found out just how fascinating my right foot was this last Friday.

Right now you´re probably thinking that I´m nuts right? Well, I better start from the beginning. Can´t have everyone running around thinking that I´m nuts now can we?

Master did one of [...]

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Journal Entry #1 – Reboot Of The Dominant

On January 26, 2010 By Stoltz Sinatra

BDSM relationships are never easy, maybe all relationships are complex, but relationships based on BDSM have an added complexity to them.

I realised this morning, out of the blue, that I’ve been in a period of reflection for almost a month or so. One of my relationships with a sub ended by late December and [...]

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Introducing “Someone”

On January 24, 2010 By Little Snowpaw

How do you start a post like this?? I have never written a blog post my entire life!

Perhaps i should start by introducing myself, I am Little Snowpaw or as my Master wrote yesterday “someone”.

As Master mentioned yesterday we have started a journey together and you will be able to follow us as we [...]

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And So The Journal Begins…

On January 23, 2010 By Stoltz Sinatra

I had a interesting conversation with “someone” a couple a days ago and realised something really important.

When I write my posts they are mostly about my opinions on certain matters or BDSM news etc. It’s been quite while since I actually wrote about my feelings in relation to BDSM sessions, play or “someone” that [...]

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